I feel like a hamster running in it’s wheel, spinning and spinning and spinning….like it’s never ending. The never ending I’m referring to is this inner battle with myself about who I’m supposed, who I want to be, and who I am. It sounds so simple, like they’re supposed to be the same thing right? So what I’ve been trying to figure out is why it’s so difficult to just do and be and live the way I want to to become the person I want to be. I guess now that I’m thinking about it, it’s a matter of commitment. But damn, commitment is so hard.
Hence why I’m writing this post. I have officially named my site Mad Messy Mind and so it’s permanent. Meaning, I need to get my shit together. Under my name I write that I am an artist, a writer, a healer, and a mystic. I truly believe that that is what I was put on this Universe to do. Mad Messy Mind is to help me keep up with myself and this journey we call life. It’s also to share my experiences, good and bad, so that people with similar experiences know that they are not alone. By sharing my knowledge and perspectives I’m hoping to reach people that will share their knowledge and perspectives too because what is life if it’s not to be continuously growing. Anyways, my point is I will be positing regularly, at least once a week (Sunday’s) and this is me holding myself accountable if I don’t do just that.