I cannot tell you the amount of lists I’ve written that include goals, tasks, and just other things that I want do. I always thought that writing things down was enough and that if it was meant to be it would happen. Don’t get me wrong, I do still believe that every emotion, situation, or […]
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I’ve been putting off writing this one for a while. Maybe because it’s hard to put into words or because it is a subject that is still seen as being taboo. I however am absolutely fascinated by drugs and what they can do. How they can altar current reality, shift perspectives, and hit a deep […]
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Okay…so I missed posting last week but I have a valid reason. Three projects/presentations, one paper, one ginormous take home exam, and a final to study for all within 8 days I’d say is pretty good reason for not posting. A.k.a the first thing I learned from my first semester is it’s not like undergrad […]
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Let me start off by warning that this may be a rant. Now for the back story. There’s this guy at work that started bringing one of my favorite coworkers/close friend gifts. Being the queen of instigation when it comes to people’s love lives, I was all for this. It would have worked out great […]
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I have this thing where I get really nervous when I want to speak up and voice my opinion. This mainly just happens in classrooms but then that’s probably the worst place it can happen. I start to sweat profusely, my hands shake uncontrollably, and I swear people within 10ft. of me can hear the […]
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I was driving home the other day and my mind started feeling claustrophobic. I realize that sounds strange but I was physically fine, it was just my head that was filling with all of these thoughts and emotions that really had no where to go. I realized that it was me, and my life in […]
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About a month ago a new fur baby came into my life, thanks to my brother. His name is Snow. I never thought I would be a “cat-person” but oh how wrong I was. We see all these things about how cats are mean but they can also be very cuddly. Yes I sometimes end […]
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I feel like a hamster running in it’s wheel, spinning and spinning and spinning….like it’s never ending. The never ending I’m referring to is this inner battle with myself about who I’m supposed, who I want to be, and who I am. It sounds so simple, like they’re supposed to be the same thing right? […]
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Since the start of my grad school experience, a theme that has constantly come up is that of identity. Not only in the classrooms but also within myself. Three areas of my life that are the most important to me at this moment are my spiritual path, connecting with the parts of me that say […]
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